Saturday, August 20, 2005 :)
All right, today's really been one hell of a day.
Literally, hell. Well, just a teeny weeny bit of it. Okay, maybe not that teeny. But man alive, it's been a really traumatizing day. In a few ways.
Was super duper tired. Couldn't help but sleep during LP. Sorry Mdm Kamaria, I was just exhausted, and the lesson was torturingly... painful. Shocked quite a few people huh, Chairman sleeping -_- zzz.. i'm human too.
Science was hell. HELL. We went down 15 minutes late since LP ended late. So Mr Tan was a lil angry about that but he didn't blame us. Then well the frustration progressed until a point of time when he just exploded. Major atomic bomb. Shocked me. Felt so much for him I almost wanted to cry. Could see his face contort with anger and hatred at a particular point of time. That's when he made his move. Seriously, I think we might've gone too far. But it really isn't the whole class's fault, just those few guys who always get into trouble. And I guess that really affects Mr Tan A LOT. I mean, he's tolerated enough man. More than enough. Come on, the poor guy has so much to do, a family to look after, an almost new-born baby to care for. Give him some peace, guys.
Honestly, I don't think I've been a very good chairman. At all. Kinda disappointed at myself now that I think of it. Don't think I've done a very good job looking after the class. Haven't even got a stupid dustbin for more than a month now. How deprived we are.
And I don't think I've been a very good vp either. I don't know, maybe it's just cos Adele hasn't been giving us much to do, but I don't think I've been a very good SL either. Maybe it's cos I learn too fast. I mean, really. I get the tune quickly and the rest are slower so I don't know exactly where they are. Which is a disadvantage. So if any A1s are reading this now, please help me all right.
Jee, suddenly feeling like such a failure. And I think I'm probably gonna fail my piano exam. Seriously. I realised how much faith people have in me. To all those who've been encouraging me and telling me I definitely won't fail, thank you. Thank you for believing in me. I guess in the end it doesn't really matter, I could take it again if I really do fail. But it'd be a waste. And I'd be super pai sei. But then again, since I've already warned everyone I might fail, maybe it won't be so bad after all. Bracing myself for the worst.
-breathes- I think I'm just tired. My eye is feeling like, weird. Like some weight is pulling my eyelid close. Oh dang, and I just forgot I was supposed to send off an email. Help.
Oh God, help. MUST. FOCUS.
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!12:13:00 am
