Monday, September 26, 2005 :)
I'm letting go.
For now I just need to cry my guts out so I won't have to anymore.
Ow. Pain. Quite pain.
I know what I need to do now. No wait, I don't. I really don't know where I'll go from here. I'll just leave it in His hands. He knows best.
Trying to rely on Him now. I really am, but my human nature just seems to be pulling me back. I want Him to help, yet I want to rely on myself. Isn't that contradicting? ARGH. I HATE times like that.
And Chinese is just KILLING me. KILLING. It seriously is super irritating.
I hate this. Why now? No wait, I'm not supposed to ask 'why?' right? Nah.
I'll look to the future :) All the best to you.
Playing: Hilary Duff - Now You Know. Shucks, this song is too meaningful.
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!5:42:00 pm
