Friday, October 14, 2005 :)
Argh. Something just spoilt my week. And I've lost inspiration to blog (or so I think). It's either fatigue or disappointment hitting me now. Sigh. Disappointed cos I don't think I'll get a shot with the bass in the worship team. Apparently too many people becoming interested in this stuff. Guess I'll just stick to keys for the rest of my life or something. Oh well, maybe getting Shaun's skills (which I am) makes it less... depressing. Ok la. Actually it's cool =) Keys are nice. I can always pursue the bass on my own aiee? XD
So ANYWAY.
This week's been great. Simply great. I think it's the first time I've actually FELT the power of God working in me/with me. Believe me, the feeling's awesome. He's really brought me through these exams. I don't know, somehow He's just been helping me all the way. With every test, every exam, he just helped me remember everything I'd learnt. Maybe I wasn't as confident this time; so I relied more on Him. Whatever the case, I'm very encouraged =) And with that, I seem to be so much more thankful to God. The praises just don't stop. :D I love this.
Science today. Argh. Made me so pissed. Physics. Argh. Made me think the whole Science paper was difficult when Bio and Chem were actually quite all right. Or so I thought until I realised I drew covalent bonds instead of ionic bonds. Changed my answer can. (That's another reason why I was so pissed). Kept cussing in my mind during the paper. God, forgive me. Felt like punching myself. Let the devil take control there. Argh. But anyway. Managed to do it.
Decided just to forget everything for Math. Not my formulas and stuff la duh. I mean, my anger. Ya. So just prayed that God would be with me and He was. Finished the paper with 20 minutes left. Was able to do all the sums!! EVEN GRAPHS CAN. Ya, was so shocked at myself and the power of God. Man. Left out the first sum though. Flipped back to the 3rd page instead of the first. God knows how many sums I might have left blank there. Just hope I didn't make careless mistakes. Was really encouraged la. =)
So bla bla bla. Had a great time after school. Yes, the stupid shot at teaching me to dance Latin didn't really work, did it? =P HAHA. Super funny. Laughed till I coughed. Lol. Went to TM and had pastamania. Then went to take Neoprints which turned out really nice. woo! Sat outside for an hour since we were too tired to do anything. Had a nice talk didn't we? =P Froggy olympics indeed. LOL.
Then this woman behind me fell. Gave me a shock. She looked old at first, but I realised she was crippled. And she fell. Instinctively went over to help but she was picking herself up so I went back. Only saw she was crippled when she limped on. Heart broke. I'm glad I can walk up straight. And face the world.
Been thinking of all sorts of funny things. As usual. Like, realisations? Haha. Interesting la. And I'm so darn tired. NO TUITION TOMORROW MORNING!!! -cheers for self- Gonna take a self-imposed break. Haha. Learn from Andy =P Lol. So can do my theory homework in the morning and maybe change blog skin =D wooo. Found a nicer one. haha. Less depressing too -winks-
CBSI was good. (I don't seem to be able to run out of things to say despite my brain being almost dead) Learnt lots. Well, everything was good except maybe the closing hymn la hor. ARGH. But anyway. Couldn't stop laughing after CBSI (AS USUAL). Thanks to irritating Samuel and his NEW handphone. Hor Desiree? Rubbishness la =P
Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, giving thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
Amen.
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