Friday, November 11, 2005 :)
ex ex x horr tionn
I don't know why on earth I'm here, but I'm here. Dying of exhaustion. Really. I'm just so worn out. Physically. One of my first times, amazingly. Been working non-stop since 9am, stopped at like, 6.30pm. No breaks at all. No toilet breaks. No nothing. And I actually felt my eyes hurt cos I was working on the computer for so long in the teachers' resource room. Oh my goodness.
I'm just so exhausted. Too exhausted for the computer. Shall just rot in front of the tv. No energy for tuition tomorrow morning. Skipping it. Really, too too tired. And I couldn't even sleep last night. Talked to my brother till almost 1am, then my mum til about 1.30am (in my room) and coughed like siao until 4.30am. Or so my mother says. I don't think I coughed that long, though.
It's the really irritating, ticklish cough, you know? Like, no phlegm, just cough like siao cos you can't help it? Argh. Woke up with my throat really pain. Hurts to swallow.
I don't know how I found the energy to chase my bus. Instincts, I guess. The want, the need to get home and biang on my bed, though in the end I didn't. But really. Too exhausted. And I need to make a few phone calls. Argh.
Stupid environmentalist project driving me up the wall. Thank God it'll be over by Tuesday, 5pm for me. I can't wait, you know? And I pray so hard they won't start an 'environmentalist club'. I pray so so hard. Somebody go discourage our HOD about his 'wise idea' please?!?!
Touched by Desiree's tag, again. What's with me? What was with me, rather. Vision got blurred upon reading her tag.
Why is it only you who understands?
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!8:17:00 pm
