Thursday, November 17, 2005 :)
ironies
Yes, I know, there ain't many people to talk to at this time of the night. Talking to Thomas and Bong =) Refer to Title here please - Was thinking of stuff to talk about to Thomas again. People like me just don't die trying to make conversation. And then he said 'holidays so nothing to talk about right' Oh man. That is SO ironic. Don't tell me life of teenagers really revolve around school and studies alone!?! That would suck.
So what's up today? Choir. Which was kinda all right. And since Daryl got the part of A1s off his chest, it's my turn. Please close your eyes and scroll down NOW.
So sectionals are kinda quiet. I guess it's much easier to teach just the A1s and the A1s alone, not having the A2s or the guys around. I mean. Just the A2s is bad enough. Not because I don't like them or anything, but because I just can't be myself when they're around. I feel pressurised because Yan Xuan is a better leader than I am and her section performs better than mine and they seem to have more fun. At least with the A1s I can do stupid things since they're all so innocent-looking (and it stops there) and they'll laugh but the A2s are more.... attitudish. Yeah. Pen down.
OK STOP SCROLLING DOWN NOW. NOW NOW NOW.
So I'm talking to Daryl about emotions now. And whether or not he'd cry if I (or any one else very very very close to him, not saying I am,) passed on. Aiya, no need to touch wood. The day will come. So anyway. Discussing why we should/shouldn't cry and whether we would/wouldn't cry. I guess it really all depends. The difference between death and life after death is the hope we see. It makes a great big difference, you know. The peace and the comfort above the grief and the pain. It's so much less burdensome. Really.
I kinda find blogging about meaningful stuff like the above, if you actually find it meaningful, well it is to me so, more satisfying. Rather than the same stuff droning on about how life can suck or not suck so much. I think blogging with emotions and with a steered direction is so much more... direct. And this isn't considered meaningful cos I don't really know what I'm talking about so. Yeah. Pen down here.
For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake (Christ) will find it. Matthew 16:25
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!11:51:00 pm
