Monday, December 05, 2005 :)
they don't mean a thing
Don't know what that means but... ANYWAY.
Desiree's gone to the USA. Wah, that's so sad. One less interesting blog to read, tsk tsk tsk. What a tiring day it's been. -shakes head- choir from 9-5.30 is a killer la. Standing for 2 and a half hours straight with only one chance to sit down is leg-cramping. Waha. And Ellis' voice-cracking is laughter-resounding. Whatever.
Yesterday our Youth Pastor was introduced. Yes, we're gonna be having one XP just found out. Ha! His kids + him have all these complicated Chinese name. I think it'll actually take some of my precious brain juices to remember them. Whew.
Rachel and Glenda and some others came to our church again. Nice seeing them, really =)
Didn't have worship practice so I went to mama's house to practise the choir songs and do somemore memorising of scores. Tsk tsk. Oh yeah, evangelism discussion was good. Quite the funny, eh? But Yao Qi seemed so serious yesterday... wonder if something happened aiee.
Wanted to sleep cos I was just so tired when my cousins got back. A.k.a: Hannah and Nathan. Was bored to tears ok. They don't even have nice cartoons on Sunday! Except Ned's disoriented ideas or something. On nickelodean. Thanks, I don't even know how to spell it. Nice show la. =) hehehe.
So finally found something interesting to do; a.k.a: help Hannah create a blog. -ahem- haha. To think I used to be so stupid with this stuff. Someday I'll know -grins- Realised we have such different taste. Waha. Shall visit her blog in a bit.
Went for dinner at Pan Pacific. It was so nice la ok. Buffet. The food was -wipes drool- (eew i didn't really) but anyway. Ate till I had to walk or I'd puke/explode and everyone would have to clean up my organs/intestines. Not very nice, really. It was so nice. And I ate so much I didn't even have space for breakfast this morning. Tsk tsk.
So I'm so tired now. I'll have an early night. BELIEVE me. =)
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I cried again; after so long. I can't do this. It just keeps coming back; and I just don't know why. Maybe there isn't the will; so there isn't the way. Oh, I really don't know. I really don't. I don't even know what I'm feeling. Lost, confused, upset, broken, but wanting to feel thankful, that it isn't worth it. Ok.
One word - indescribable.
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!8:12:00 pm
