Wednesday, March 22, 2006 :)
lost
For once, I'm really, really feeling lost. I don't know who to talk to about this. I really don't. I think I need to sms Rachel Berry.
If I commit to that, it's only out of obligation. Not because I don't want to, I do, really, but because I can't. And if I do, I'll have to sacrifice something I've already committed to, and that I'd rather commit to.
Really, this sucks. I don't know which to choose and I don't know what to do. I don't wanna be slabbed down just because I don't choose what other people want me to choose. I want to choose what I want for the glorification of my God.
I want to do what He wants me to do.
For now, I'm not even sure what it is.
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!8:55:00 pm
