Tuesday, January 30, 2007 :)
Quote of the day:
She buried her face in her huge, rough, golden brown hands.
LOLOLOLOL!
Ok, anyway. Sorry I haven't been blogging so long! Just give you guys a quick update! It's 11pm AHHHHHHHHH! Just got off the phone with my NETtiequackies Cheryl and Desiree, had quite a good chat with them :) Interesting, having a discussion on the phone. But it went quite well la. Haha.
Oh, and Joseph is relief-teaching our class, ha!
And, life is currently wee~~~ as Glenn aka Mary puts it.
And, Sec 1 orientation went well. I was actually quite demoralised until Melvin told me something so, HURRAH!
Toodles =)
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!10:57:00 pm
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 :)
Oh noooooooooooooo!
Bahh, I think being tired really gets the better of me. Seriously. I start getting cranky and angry more easily. Ok, or maybe it's really that particular situation that's pissing me off.
I think I'm gonna scold the hell out of choir tomorrow. I hope I don't. I won't if they don't make me angry. Haha. Actually they've been really good, honestly, and I'm very happy with the choir overall. But I'm really quite pissed off by the committee, and some laties (people who come late), and ponnies (people who pon). See la, a few black sheep ruin choir. TSK!
And Tianjun's going through the exact same situation as me, gosh. Just that his choir has a much lower morale.
And I forgot to do the shells today -_- TSK!
Anyway, man it's tough to hold back sometimes. But I'm doing it, so yay!
Man, I'm really relying on God for strength now. My temporary remedy- Koko krunch. But low on supply la, I shall resort to some other cereal, LOL!
OH YA OH YA! Today physics lesson was really fun cos I was awake! HAHA. KA and I were talking crap too.
Like how when Mr Yap asked how to demagnetise the steel strip, we both said "eat it" at the same time, LOL. Retardation to the highest level of intensity.
Then Mr Yap showed us that by stroking the steel strip in the east-west direction, we'd demagnetise it too. And Dominic, being the genius he is, said that...
To confuse Magneto, stroke him.
LOL. Hilarious, KA and I laughing like retards. Oh well. I'm off to do my work, gosh, if only I could snip off my hair. Ok, I could, but I won't =P
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!9:12:00 pm
Monday, January 22, 2007 :)
Just now while I was doing chem notes on Electrolysis (ya even though my test is over) I was pretty tired. It felt like it was 11pm when it was only 9pm. AHHH! I'm dying! No la, I'm not. Not so easy to kill me or get me down =P
Anyway, I love this song my Tim Hughes, very encouraging. "Beauty of Your Peace" and it really speaks to me now. To all you busy/stressified kias out there, ask me to send this to you! =)
Take from our souls the strain and stress
And let our ordered lives confess
The beauty of Your peace
The beauty of Your peace
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!10:07:00 pm
Marianne the zombie greets you.
It's 12.16 and I'm printing some crap maths report. I am extremely tired. Though I am still happy, and satisfied, because God has filled the hole in my heart =D
Spent an hour doing QT today, quite happy about that. It's always satisfying, though work takes a backseat. =)
Not sure if I'll have time in the week to blog, but do pray for me, cos I'll most likely be praying for you too! Yes, I pray for lots of people =)
Oh, Deuteronomy 31:8. Do not fear them, for it is the Lord who fights for you. WOO!
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!12:14:00 am
Friday, January 12, 2007 :)
HELLOOOOOO!
Ok, I have about 5 minutes to blog, heading to church for CBSI! YAYYYYY!!!! Two major reasons to be happy.
#1 - It's CBSI! =D and we're studying ROMANS! YAY! OF COURSE HAPPY LA! =p
#2 - I get to see the KIAS! =D Yay!
So ya, YAY! ah, I've come to realise I don't blog so much about events anymore, mainly because school isn't the most happening thing, it's more of the friends and the revelations I get that really are happening =P
Oh, good news! The person I was so bitter at (but of course whom I was not after I came out of the shower) complimented me today! YAY! =D Praise God!
Ah, gotta upload the picture of me and Ellis man. Because we're UNIQUE.
): or D: equals HAPPY!
:D or :) equals SAD!
You've gotta see a photo of that =P
Toodles!
Oh ya, keyboarding lessons tomorrow, I'm quite excited, LOL!
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!6:18:00 pm
Thursday, January 11, 2007 :)
I'm so sorry, been so busy I didn't even have time to blog!
I'll just say one thing, it's quite weird, but I don't feel the need to have someone to like anymore. I mean, I used to want to have someone to support me emotionally, as in, a guy? Ya you know what I mean la. But now, I just don't feel the need to have one. For now. And I don't want one either.
I've got great friends by my side, wonderful guy friends whom I can confide in but I don't like in that kind of way. Yet I can shower my love on them and just be comfortable friends with them, mainly because they're just like my brothers. All these close friends are from church, and they really provide strong spiritual and emotional support.
Those few guys aside, my lovely girl friends are my pillars of strength too. With the occasionally retardation-to-the-highest-level-of-intensity nonsense, they really care and love. I mean, the friends I find here don't think about themselves as much as they think about others, and that's what I love so much about them.
Dang, what would I do without these kias :)
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!9:36:00 pm
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 :)
Howdy!
Long time no blog! :D Quite long la. Been busy catching up with holiday homework, sigh. I haven't slept earlier than 12 since school started, which pretty much sucks. I almost died in school this morning, lol. Really couldn't keep my eyes open, at all! I almost fell asleep walking la, so physically exhausted. Tsk. So I'll sleep early tonight, like, right after I blog. HA!
Hopefully I'll be in bed by 11. Yes, I will. If not I will die.
La, I'm tired after reading/summarising/reviewing 9 newspaper articles. I hate politics.
Good night!
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!10:00:00 pm
Saturday, January 06, 2007 :)
Go Choir!
I tell you, I'm sooooooo inspired to do a lot for choir. Strangely, I got that sudden spurt of inspiration while I was showering. Actually I tend to think a lot when I shower, hmmm. Strange. ANYWAY, Sec 1 auditioning was sooooo fun! Maybe that's what makes me inspired. But anyway, I had this brainchild and I had a vision too! I was so excited I wished we were having a choir practice, though it was 11pm, LOL. Anyway, I'll share it with the choir this coming practice xP
To any choir members reading this, I'M REALLY PROUD OF YOU GUYS! And though you guys might not have sung superbly, I don't really care, because I know you guys were putting in effort and enjoying yourselves! And that's what matters most because singing is all about the loooooooove xP
Today, choir auditioning was quite good. Not as many good singers, but there were a few potential Sop 1s, WHOA. They were really good. LOL. And I tell you, Sec 1 boys are small frys. Fries. Frys. Whatever. Heh.
Anyway, it's quite interesting how 1 event can spoil my day. You know, have you ever had the feeling when your best wasn't good enough? Like when you try so hard and nobody's pleased? When you do what you're supposed to and people tell you that you didn't? Sucks, I know. Which is why I was so pissed today.
But I handled the situation totally wrongly. I just got so mad that I turned into 'V', literally, the face, the mind, all. I was just thinking, "whatever la, whatever". Which is bad. And I just turned so bitter and I had so much hatred in me at that point of time, and even tonight while I was showering (see? AGAIN!). Afterall, this wasn't the first time I had that kinda nonsense.
I could've chosen to accept it and just.... accepted it. But no, I chose to be angry. And it's amazing how just one person could make me rebel. Yes, ME. Rebel. I almost did. And I was turning so bitter that in the bathroom I just started crying. And I cried out to God to forgive me, to let His peace and love fill me, and to take away all this bitterness I was feeling towards that particular person. So after a while, sang a few choruses, I came out of the bathroom feeling refreshed :)
Amazing how God works!
Worship prac tonight was quite good, anyway. 3hours cos we had a music lesson before that with Roy. Lol. Actually, I was exhausted. Sick and tired girl, tsk tsk. But I kept reminding myself who I was playing for :) Yay! I'm looking forward to tomorrow :)
A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
And when I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!12:30:00 am
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 :)
Oh, and thanks to Samuel and Ben for the care you've shown :)
And thanks Ben, for being soooooooo good at cheering me up! :) -long long distance hug- LOL! You guys are the best! Shabuya!
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!10:33:00 pm
First
Yes, it was my first day at school. Much better than expected :) I'm sitting with KA! In front of Dom and KJ, hurray! =P 4 of us reunited again. Hopefully we don't talk too much if not sure kena separated... oh well.
Choir was kinda interesting, but quite pai sei also. For some reason I shall not state. And I finally did it! Though my heart was pounding like mad inside, I pulled it off! That will be the first of many more to come =P Part 1 of my resolution complete x)
Just read some really encouraging things on Desiree's blog. Thanks girl! I'll try to talk to you about more personal stuff more. But while I talk to you, you've gotta learn to tell me things too ya? :) Well we'll slowly grow together! With NET and all, I'm sure we'll make a few steps forward soon =D
And I just got an email from Lisa Wade, my NET Group leader from Teenstreet! :D I really miss her loads! Sigh.
And Justin just left for India today. I was kinda depressed before choir because everything was in a mess, Miss Ong was uncontactable, I couldn't send my brother off, and I was pretty stressed out.
But I cried last night already cos I was sad, so I'm all right already :) I know he'll do great in India! And I really really really needed a hug and I was actually longing for one from Cheryl, but I wasn't really gonna go down to Pasir Ris to get a hug, lol. So I hugged my pillow. And later Tianjun let me send him a long distance hug, which was quite nice of him.
Oh well. I guess it's not so bad to go back to school afterall :) Just the usual chionging holiday homework now. Sigh.
Won't be going to school tomorrow morning, not feeling too well. Spent $51 getting my medicine and all. Gosh. Medical care in Singapore should be free!
Ah, whatever :D
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!10:23:00 pm
Tuesday, January 02, 2007 :)
AHH! School's starting tomorrow. I'm gonna get killed for the many pieces of homework not completed. My progress report's gonna look horrible, ahhh! Nvm, it's the O levels that counts, LOL. But still must be testimony leh. Argh. I guess what Melissa said is right. God wants to help, so I'll just commit it to Him and face the music. Even though I was really busy :( But still had time for play =P Heh.
Gonna meet Cheryl and Kim to do hw, LOL. Kim is crazy, she wants to do hw, joker =P
On a higher note, I get to see wonderful darlings in school! And smsing KA made me realise how much I miss him! AHHHH! Too bad I can't give him a hug, cos school's school. Zzz. Oh well.
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!2:13:00 pm
Sad, my old post disappeared.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! =D
I had a wonderful last-day-of-2006 day! Church in the morning, lunch with my dear Sec 3s, afternoon at Ben's house baking and bringing it on, evening at church singing, night had watchnight service. Wonderful day =D Not to mention all the nonsense SHABUYAing later in the morning :P
I'm a little lazy to blog about the day. Now I only remember all our Shabuya-ing! We personalised the cheer we took from Bring It On - All or Nothing, and changed the words to suit people. A LOT of people. Ben, Cheryl, Tanya (whom ben calls ta-na-na, I don't know why) and myself. The Shabuya Club =P LOL. I love the one for Paster Tim Tan =P
Shabuya! Sha, sha, shabuya! Roll Call!
His name is Tim (yeah!)
And he's our pastor (yeah!)
And he's so hip (yeah!)
Because he has a hip!
Shabuya! Sha, sha, shabuya! Bring it down!
Retarded right? =P hahahaha. Anyway, had a really good time cheering, though I pretty much went hoarse. Shucks, I'm gonna die. I mean, my throat is. Ahhh! Sec 1 orientation's so soon! AHHH!
Anyway, I was kinda sad to kiss 2006 goodbye, simply cos it was such an awesome year. It ended on a really high note, what with the Clown musical, an awesome holiday (which included me lighting the fuse of fireworks/firecrackers! I forgot to mention that! -slaps self-), great friends, lovely camps, it was really spectacular.
Honestly, it's the best year in my life. I think the Clown played a really big part it in. It really is a highlight of my LIFE, not of the year. Wonderful memories. And I just wanna thank God for everything. Everything. The ups, the downs, everything. My lovely kias, my friends, my family, everyone. I can't list the names cos I'll die thanking so many people. But I will bless you guys in my prayers :)
well, happy new year to all. Have an awesome 2007. So far, I have only one resolution, and I'm only gonna tell it to one person who can help me with this resolution. Toodles! =D
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!12:59:00 am
Monday, January 01, 2007 :)
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!5:38:00 pm
