Friday, October 26, 2007 :)
Woke up today feeling really anxious and afraid of, of all things, the History paper which is in an hour an a half. It seems to me that I'm most afraid for the papers I'm most prepared for. Which is weird, but I was just woke up feeling really afraid. Quite a scary feeling. Was really really exhausted too, and was feeling quite burnt out. When I woke up. LOL.
Went to do QT and was just really refreshed. Don't have any real devotional material so decided to use the book I got from Baptism Class, Basic Christianity. It's a really good book, a really good study about the character of Christ and the essence of Christianity, which is Christ. So was really refreshed after that, and was once again filled with peace :)
And interestingly, an sms from Jasmine had an effect on me. Turned my phone on after doing QT and got an sms from her. She said, "God bless you during your History paper!" And that kinda made things so much better =) Cos I realised that, yeah, God will bless me during my History paper. He's gonna see me through it, and He's gonna go before me and lead the way, so why should I be afraid?
I've done my best. That, I can safely say. I've given my best to prepare for this paper, so I'm just gonna go in and do my best :) And whether or not the result is good, I'll leave that to God to decide :)
But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!12:51:00 pm
