My Mama just went home to be with her Saviour this morning. I'm sad, of course I am. I'm really sad actually. Been crying since I woke up, but I want to cry. It makes me feel better. It's so mixed. I'm happy knowing that she's finally not in pain, and that she's finally happy again with Gonggong and Ji Ee and Sar Cek Gong. Finally she's with them, as she's always wanted. Yet my heart aches knowing she's gone, physically.

For more than half of my life she was the only grandparent I had, and she was always so cute and loving.

"Enjoy enjoy your go out!"
"Never eat how to grow fat?"

Always laugh-inducing. :)

I don't even know what to say now, or if I have anything to say. I'll say what I always say to her though, and that I mean from my heart.

Bye bye Mama, I love you!