Thursday, January 15, 2009 :)
There are 2 ways to deal with sin:
1. Feel guilty like Judas Iscariot, who took it upon himself to take his life
2. Feel guilty like Peter, who took it upon himself to repent and give his sin up to his Saviour.
I deal with sin like Judas Iscariot; not that I plan to take my life (no i surely hope not) but I'm starting to become hardened. At least I think so. After trying so hard for so long, it's hard not to be stubborn after so many failures.
It seems as though ignoring the guilt and not thinking about it will make everything good again. My foot man. Argh.
Stubbornness kills. Yet because of that stubbornness, it's so hard to repent sincerely, again.
I hope this is just... puberty.
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!12:21:00 am
