Saturday, January 10, 2009 :)
Ushering in 2009, I made the commitment to live a life that honours God. Or at least, allow Him to use my life for His honour. That is my desire, the desire deep down in my heart that will never be replaced no matter where I go in life. Whether that desire gets clouded by distractions and other forms of self-honour, that desire will always be there.
10 days into 2009 and I can say I've failed living up to that commitment. Failed in the only 2 resolutions I've made. To love God with my heart, soul, and mind. And to love my neighbour as myself. Extremely difficult to do with my own strength, yet that's what I've been doing.
I'm a failure. I think I'm learning to come to terms with the fact that I'm pathetic, hopeless and useless on my own.
But thank God for being my Saviour, for giving me any form of worth that I could possibly have now. Any worth that I have, is because I have Him.
So, with this commitment... Glenn told me before that Love is a commitment. I agree. Love is a commitment. And I love Jesus. I'm gonna be committed to Him.
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!10:24:00 pm
