Friday, February 05, 2010 :)
Rather anxious now... I'm not too sure exactly why!
I'll be going back to MJC later to help out with Maths SRP. I'm not too sure if I'm anxious because I'm going back at the time when the whole school is dismissed (so it'll be strange to be walking around the school alone) or because I don't know what actually I'm supposed to be doing later. Although I think it'll be quite fun and satisfying to help the students. Mmm.. Also somehow hoping to see Andrea in her MJ uniform HAHAHAHA I think it'll be so strangely funny.
Oh, another reason why I'm rather anxious is because I woke up thinking about A level results... And how everybody will be expecting to see my name come out on the screen for students with 3 H2 'A's. What if my name doesn't appear (which I believe, is a very very high chance). It would be so awkward. I'd probably be happy for other people but erm confused inside. Pfft. I'm not really expecting to do well actually. Other than for Maths. Hehe. The rest, I really don't know. Was talking to Dom yesterday, and we both agreed that if we got even a B for Lit we'd be celebrating the miracle. I'll probably get a D I think. :( Oh well.
So please don't place expectations on me... Not for results. You give me unnecessary anxiety. UNNECESSARY.
Been doing my piano homework, brainfreeze man. Creative juices have not been flowing for a long time in the 2 years of JC. Even my art is boring la. Used to be soooo creative (ok la compared to now at least) and paint/drew awesome stuff. So I tried to paint some shoes during Christmas for some people = epic fail. Not impressive or nice at all pfft.
I still haven't started on my exciting project yet =( Been waking up early to do work this week can you believe it. And I'm starting work next week at the OM office -__- Actually I really don't want to, but they need help, so I shall go and help :) Learning to submit to God's will rather than my own, slowly but surely :)
I wanted to say something but I forgot OH I REMEMBER. I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR =D =D =D =D =D I have no idea why. Like seriously. I just really want it to come soon, and I really don't know why.
What, ho, what, ho, what, ho!12:38:00 pm
